Portal to the Mail Room Tackling the Shadow

There were a few dreams but they are hard to remember.  I just remember bits and pieces. In this dream I mostly remember becoming partially lucid, I knew it was a dream, but it wasn’t a significant thing. My main priority was to try to make these portals happen. I was trying to walk from one place to another by walking through the wall and ending up somewhere else. There were two major instances that i remember in the dream. 1st was me being in my small town of Firebaugh or something like it, and I needed to get to the other side quickly. I decided to try use a portal. Imagine that there was a portal there to get to someplace else but this was hard to imagine. I decided to try and picture a portal right behind the wall, like the wall had a secret door or compartment hiding the portal. imagined the portal as a small swirly purple mass, like the portals in RPGs. I had to try a couple times but it worked. On the second attempt elsewhere, I had a little girl with me. We were running away from something. I decided to try the portal idea again but just go through the wall instead and in my head think, the wood on the side of the house is an illusion and if i run through it it will take me somewhere else, like in harry potter to get to train to Hogwarts on platform 9 3/4. I kept failing.  I was getting very frustrated and even yelled at the little girl saying,”I know this is a dream, I can feel your dress, I can even see the wrinkles in it but I can’t make myself believe that I can actually go  through this consistently.”  My strategy was to run up to the wall, close my eyes and imagine going through it. When this strategy failed, it felt like I was being caught by a soft wall of rubber and it would bounce me back out. When I was able to go through the portals it was like I went through them and there was darkness and then my surroundings would come back into focus. Near the end of my dream I ended up in this mail room with a character from a TV show. They were trying to figure something out about the international mailing system. Then I heard loud sounds and awoke in my bed and that’s when the sleep paralysis happened.

I was on the bed and I thought I saw a dark shadow figure in the middle of my room. I have very limited movement in sleep paralysis but I kicked my foot a little to see if i could feel something and I did feel some resistance. I wasn’t sure if  I had kicked the entity or it was the sheets stopping my foot. I said “hey” and was able to wavy my arm a little bit. It looked and felt like it waved back, I thought i could see it move its arms and I felt the air rush past my arm as if it had moved it’s arms swiftly by my. As I tried to yell at this thing I said in a shaky voice, “Hey! Get me up!” , as I tried to raise my arm so that it could help me get up or at least force it to try and take some sort of action.  It didn’t move so I yelled again, ” Get me up NOW!”. I was keeping my eyes on it the whole time which was very difficult because they wanted to be kept shut like when you wake up and your eyes are very dry in the morning. Finally I racked up enough courage to try and break out of this paralysis and tried to tackle it. I fully woke up as I sat up and the dark figure disappeared as if the angle of my vision revealed that there was nothing there in the first place.

Gliding down a cement building.

I was with a group of people on this tall cement building. We had to go one by one down this small cement made ladder. I was afraid of falling it was around 3 stories tall. I got on the floor to the edge and realized it was a dream. And everything became clear and felt real. I wanted to jump off the building and glide Down but I’ve always been bad at flying in dreams. So I practiced hovering just by jumping and keeping above ground. It worked so I figured it was good enough. I jumped off and it felt awesome. I actually increased my speed once I was closer to the ground. But then one of the people there kinda wanted to do something to me so I had to make another person keep them away. I kept trying to make them diasapear in a puff of smoke but no go. Eventually I just walked away and changed the scene. The next scene was me in a restaurant and just hung out with people then woke up.

The cult of the fates

I was with merro and she took me to a meeting with people of some sort of religion. They were having food and passing around plates and what not, they started talking and I think I disagreed with something that they were saying and they started to go
after me. So Merro, her friend and I went back to her house. her parents were home. We stood outside the home as some of the members of the cultish acting group gave us flowers. I didn’t understand why they did that but it was like they gave flowers to people that they were after. It was scary being followed and chased after. We went into the house and they started to try to break in. A couple broke into the
house first, a guy and girl, they were destroying the place. The Male took out a gun and I immediatly tried to get it away from him. we struggled like
in the movies, luckly the safety was on, I was able to free the gun from him and there were no bullets in the gun. I told him, “you should have at least checked there were bullets in the gun first”, as he was down on the ground with a box of
bullets open. I put the gun in my pocket and left the house running away with the thought in my head “now that I have this gun they will really be after me. I was alone now walking down the streets of this city. I found this building that was like a tower. Inside it was like a little dispatch office. there were people behind me now chasing after me as I tried to get inside and close the door behind me. I saw there was another door in the room. Once I got the door shut on that group that was struggling to get inside, I was finally able to open the other door which lead to a stairwell leading down. As I looked down there were two women coming from up who finally cornered me there and I realized that this was a dream. I tried to close my eyes and imagine a place somewhere else.
I ended up back where it all started, the group meeting. They were trying to get me again but this time they told me that they were only doing it to keep under the radar from a monster. Somehow I ended up Concluded that three girls in this
cult group thing were The Fates and they needed to hide. There
were monsters attacking the city, the one they had been hiding from. It was the magma guy from the Power Rangers turbo movie. There were more and more appearing, destroying the city. I started thinking ” man I wish the Power Rangers would come and get these guys.” They did show up but they pretty much just passed me by and didn’t even help. I tried to fly away buy that didn’t quite work. I finally
thought of making myself wake up and I did.

My bf lost in the crowd

I was going to hotel room with Kevin. We were at sort of a beach resort where there was a party going on like spring break or event. Tons of people and drinks and vendors around.  Me and Kevin left to go outside and somehow I lost track of Kevin. Next thing I know I’m in this building with lots of rooms and there is one with a hole in the wall and lots of artwork around. On the other side was my facebook friend and his BF from Hawaii. He was showing some art there and went to have a good time. I hung out with them and a few other guys and then I remembered about Kevin and how I should find him. I tried calling but it was international so I knew it would be expensive and he might not answer. I got the wrong number and tried just looking around for him. I felt so helpless thinking “here we are to have fun together and we lost each other” and I didn’t know if I’d find him again. I think I finally thought of going back to the room but I doubted he would be there. I tried to make my way back but there were so many people and by this point I wasn’t sure where I was. Then I woke up.

Flowers and mini eggs

Flower shopping with my mom. Large purple flowers. Got them in Mendota Star supermarket, I thought it was closed. Small pot plant was 4-5 feet tall. My sister Mariana and my niece Arianna were there too but they went in a different car. In the store I wanted a bag of easter candies but I didn’t want the big bag they had for sale of Cadbury candy coated mini eggs. They had a large solid egg of Cadbury chocolate in a bag with the small ones so I opened the bag up and ate it there and then and hoped no one saw me. My mom was in line to pay and Dr Oz was in front of her with a large bag of the candies I wanted. We walked across the parking lot following my niece but we got in our own truck. As we drove back home I was thinking about how the store had gone out of business but I guess I had been wrong since we just been to it. We got home but it was like a store with refrigerators they have for flowers or milk. It was walk in and my mom wanted to put her plant in there. The plant being 5ft tall and fragile, I tried to be careful but the plant broke so all the flowers ended up on the floor. There was an Asian lady that takes care of the plants and asked if us if we wanted to have her plant outside for winter. My mom said no and I took the broken plant and hung it on a laundry line roots and all. It looked very nice. Don’t quite remember the rest.

Crown jewels

Working on a food cart. I didn’t know how to work it. It was me and another person but we weren’t doing our job not really. At the end of the day the other person went into a room where we were at and did something. I saw a shelf when I followed her Into this room right at the door. It was a crown, earrings, scepter. apparently these were the crown jewels. Somehow I ended up with the scepter. It was thin and delicate on the golden staff part and the head was heavy intricate Crystal design so when you hold it it feels like it will break easily. The queen was some lush smoking bad mouthed woman. I think I ended up breaking the scepter because it was so delicate. But no one cared. At some point I remember seeing my family but I dont remember why.

Bear cafe

Was with jinkies. We were trying to find a club I had been to before, but instead we found a resteraunt that was bear themed. We went in it was like a breakfast place. It had a patio with a beautiful pool and tables outside. At the counter I wanted coffee it was 1.25. Outside we saw a friend we hadn’t seen in years but we didn’t quite want to speak to him for long. Just said we wanted to check the place out and turned around and walked away. There was a hedge in the back. There were tons of Gay guys around In swim suits and jinkies got a call from her man saying that he was down for a foursome with two other guys and her. We tried to go around the back of the restaurant together to see if the club was back there but I couldn’t quite see. There were a lot of trees and shrubs. We left and walked down the dirt road. There was a festival going on. I saw my friend Bear there and he was cooking. He barely acknowledged me. He was cooking meat and pumpkins, it looked interesting and I asked if that was his recipe. He ignored me that time. Prior to that I had bought wings at this festival so I had them on and walked away back  down the dirt road very upset. I told him “your just going to straight out ignore huh?”  when I walked away I think some guys followed me and wanted to beat me up because it was part of the festival. if you dressed up you were either a bully or a person to get picked on.

Chased by Dinosaurs, Saved By Clow Cards

I was in a mall and a couple people had come running up to me and said that they had been in class but something had gone wrong. Dinosaurs started to chase us, they looked like they were the smaller lizards with that colorful mane in Jurassic park, the ones that spit that black tar venom stuff. I was thinking that I wish i had something to use against it.That kind of made me realize that I was in a dream, it wasn’t too lucid, it was like i knew I was dreaming but just barely. I decided in the dream that i would try to use the Clow Cards from the anime Cardcaptor Sakura. I needed them to come from somewhere so I tried to reach for my back pocket and I felt a card and every time i reached for one, there would be one there, I Think it was Woody card but I tried to use it like they work in the anime but they didn’t exactly work, I threw it at the creatures but it just fell to the ground. I kind of had to will the creatures to be sucked into the cards to disappear. Eventually someone was chasing us too so me and a bunch of people were running away. I was able to get rid of all the dinosaurs and the guy had a car, that is how he got there. We were chased into a cement cave, its like there was a bunch of rubble around and people were escaping from the back of the cave through a small hole. I knew i wouldn’t fit through the hole but still knowing it was a dream I tried to go through the cement but it didn’t work. The guy came up to me and started talking to me.

Looking for a Book and Found My Yearbook at the Library.

I was going to go see somebody in a car but there was a bear where we were going. It was on the exit of ave 7 and 99 but the area looked a little different. we were looking for somebody’s son. It was the bears fault that we were going to go look for that persons son. After that I went to the library to go find a particular book by Pullman. I Saw the section where that book should be but the one i wanted wasn’t there. There was a book with the name Pullman on it and also one titles the warriors way but none were my book. i looked to the right of those books and saw some of my yearbooks with pictures on the covers. I told the librarian that I wanted my yearbooks back and she gave them to me after i showed her my ID. I was also there with my friend Jinkies with Joey and two other girls i didn’t know. we were talking about how we wanted to go camping near that exit where we went to go look for that guy near ave 7 earlier because there was a camp ground there. We were talking about Joey’s friend named Chris who we were saying knew a lot about camping but weren’t sure if we wanted to go camping with him. Jinkies was sitting next to me and joey was across from me with a girl on either side of him. Jinkies got a bit jealous and asked one of the girls to go with her so that she could braid pig tails on her to get her away from him. When I had gotten my yearbooks back, I noticed some teenagers near our table that had probably taken them from me because they were snickering and being dumb and annoying.

Also dreamed something about a friend I was hanging out with and ended up at some party with my dad. all that part is unclear

Vague Visit to Friend

We were driving and went to go visit Mariko. We had to go up this Spiral Parking garage. when we got there It was Mariko was with her husband and her Child. Her kid was just playing around on the grass, which was the weird thing that even though we were in this parking structure and going to see my friend, they still had a yard. Mariko Didn’t really look like herself but in my dream I knew that it was her.